1, 2 & 3

One
Long-awaited moment in my life, finally on 10 April 2009 we officially moved to Putrajaya. My toll and mileage to work had been cut down by RM2 and about 20km per day…

Two
The first kenduri held here in Putrajaya was for Irsyad. Attended by close friends and relatives from Jimi & Su’s apart from mine, we didn’t expect the high turnout since Jimi told me that most of jemaah masjid were out of town because of the long weekend. But alhamdulillah every single guest had the opportunity to taste my mum’s special beriyani kambing…

Three
I learned it hard way. I swear from now on there’ll be no ‘Tolong Melayu’ or ‘Tolong sedara mara’ ever in my life. I don’t care if this made me less Malay or what-so-ever…I had enough.

There’s a story…

Ahmad Irsyad bin Abdillah

1 April 2009

I first kiss his head
It is cold and pale…
I touch his tiny fingers
All I got is the same way…
I look hard at his face
Hoping for him to smile
But all I see is just his lips blue and dry…
Dark spots on his chest
Proof of his pain
Spread down to his little legs…

I cry a lot
I just can’t hide
Try to be as calm though I know I can’t

Why baby Irsyad
Why my nephew
Since there’s a lot more baby to choose

But heaven is the promise
For him to be from Almighty
Until reunited with mommy and daddy

…to be continued…

Lu pikir la sendiri...

I am watching 2nd concert of Akademi Fantasia 7th Edition right now. The so-called most popular Reality TV in Malaysia that captures a lot of attentions and followers. Millions are obsess and for some just to fulfill their Saturday night with some light entertainment. Me, fall under the 2nd category.

I did not watch the first concert. But I heard their voices are not that bad though. Of course they have to find their own strength and charm in order to position themselves in the industry.

What annoyed me the most is the two groups nearest to the stage, mixture of boys and girls jumping up and down konon2 memeriahkan lagi concert, the latest feature Astro introduced in this edition which I’ve seen it before, if I am not mistaken, Anugerah Era. I don’t know what they call it…but the girls, a lot with veil don’t even know how to give at least some respect to the veil. I am so offended. I bet most of unveiled women respect the piece of scarf more and think it thru million times before even commit themselves to it. It’s a huge responsibility…and every single act has to portray what the true Islam is.

I am not saying that I have dressed up the way Islam wants me to be. I know I’m not. Have to improve a lot…bit by bit, that I promise.

The attitude I observe among the younger generation is becoming bad to worse. Hmmm rasa macam makcik2 pulak entry kali ni. Pakai tudung tapi tak solat, pakai tudung tapi kutuk orang, ngumpat etc baik ke dari yang tak pakai tudung tapi solat, jaga kata2, buat hal sendiri etc?

Quoted from Nabil “Lu pikir la sendiri!”

Stuck

Office hour starts at 8.45 a.m., I got meeting at 9.00 a.m. at IT Centre and now the clock on the wall shows 9.25 a.m. What the hell am I doing at home? Still at home!! (sila baca dengan keadaan marah).

Jimi off to Glenmarie for his so-called ‘meeting on the green’ very early morning brings along our house key. My dear Dik Nur locks the front grill without even a courtesy to ask whether I have got the key with me or not. Aiyooo! Now I am locked in my own house waiting for rescue.

What makes me angry right now is not because of the ‘stuck-in-the-house’ drama, but I really am pissed off because Jimi did not pick up his phone when I needed him the most when he’s on the green. Believe it or not!

two weeks of medical leave finally comes to the end...

Time flies in a blink of an eye…tomorrow I have no more excuse not to be in the office. Come to think about it, not that bad as a housewife these 2 weeks, ehem to be precise it’s only a week after a whole of the other one week in Batu Pahat. I have no doubt, but if more, I die hehehe. Can’t imagine if one day I really change my profession. Think about this - most of our mothers as housewife, berperang ngan anak2 & keja2 rumah. Kagum kagum…

My follow up visit to An-Nur today incites dissatisfaction over the service. Waited long enough since 2.00 p.m., the counter only reopened at 3.00 p.m. and it took a good 2 hours before one of the assistants called my name. Without any interest shown to the explanation by doc, finally I burst out my angriness, confided every single thing that I had in mind. The doc maintained her professional attitude lent an ear to listen to everything I said. Hmmmm bagus betul doc ni, she really understand the reality of service-oriented business.

OK, let alone my dissatisfaction, below features few of the activities and some places I went…sila abaikan juga saya yg masih berpantang ni ye…

the latest of us at Bukit Melawati last Sunday

he wants the ball all by himself...tamak tul si kecik nih

amirul tah mana tah...just aiman & akmal

sunset di minyak beku, kagum ngan kg halaman sendiri heheh

a visit to adam haris' crib

sempat buat hantaran utk adik aida

p/s: notice the new banner? Kudos to Kui...interested? Let me know *wink*