Lu pikir la sendiri...

I am watching 2nd concert of Akademi Fantasia 7th Edition right now. The so-called most popular Reality TV in Malaysia that captures a lot of attentions and followers. Millions are obsess and for some just to fulfill their Saturday night with some light entertainment. Me, fall under the 2nd category.

I did not watch the first concert. But I heard their voices are not that bad though. Of course they have to find their own strength and charm in order to position themselves in the industry.

What annoyed me the most is the two groups nearest to the stage, mixture of boys and girls jumping up and down konon2 memeriahkan lagi concert, the latest feature Astro introduced in this edition which I’ve seen it before, if I am not mistaken, Anugerah Era. I don’t know what they call it…but the girls, a lot with veil don’t even know how to give at least some respect to the veil. I am so offended. I bet most of unveiled women respect the piece of scarf more and think it thru million times before even commit themselves to it. It’s a huge responsibility…and every single act has to portray what the true Islam is.

I am not saying that I have dressed up the way Islam wants me to be. I know I’m not. Have to improve a lot…bit by bit, that I promise.

The attitude I observe among the younger generation is becoming bad to worse. Hmmm rasa macam makcik2 pulak entry kali ni. Pakai tudung tapi tak solat, pakai tudung tapi kutuk orang, ngumpat etc baik ke dari yang tak pakai tudung tapi solat, jaga kata2, buat hal sendiri etc?

Quoted from Nabil “Lu pikir la sendiri!”

Stuck

Office hour starts at 8.45 a.m., I got meeting at 9.00 a.m. at IT Centre and now the clock on the wall shows 9.25 a.m. What the hell am I doing at home? Still at home!! (sila baca dengan keadaan marah).

Jimi off to Glenmarie for his so-called ‘meeting on the green’ very early morning brings along our house key. My dear Dik Nur locks the front grill without even a courtesy to ask whether I have got the key with me or not. Aiyooo! Now I am locked in my own house waiting for rescue.

What makes me angry right now is not because of the ‘stuck-in-the-house’ drama, but I really am pissed off because Jimi did not pick up his phone when I needed him the most when he’s on the green. Believe it or not!

two weeks of medical leave finally comes to the end...

Time flies in a blink of an eye…tomorrow I have no more excuse not to be in the office. Come to think about it, not that bad as a housewife these 2 weeks, ehem to be precise it’s only a week after a whole of the other one week in Batu Pahat. I have no doubt, but if more, I die hehehe. Can’t imagine if one day I really change my profession. Think about this - most of our mothers as housewife, berperang ngan anak2 & keja2 rumah. Kagum kagum…

My follow up visit to An-Nur today incites dissatisfaction over the service. Waited long enough since 2.00 p.m., the counter only reopened at 3.00 p.m. and it took a good 2 hours before one of the assistants called my name. Without any interest shown to the explanation by doc, finally I burst out my angriness, confided every single thing that I had in mind. The doc maintained her professional attitude lent an ear to listen to everything I said. Hmmmm bagus betul doc ni, she really understand the reality of service-oriented business.

OK, let alone my dissatisfaction, below features few of the activities and some places I went…sila abaikan juga saya yg masih berpantang ni ye…

the latest of us at Bukit Melawati last Sunday

he wants the ball all by himself...tamak tul si kecik nih

amirul tah mana tah...just aiman & akmal

sunset di minyak beku, kagum ngan kg halaman sendiri heheh

a visit to adam haris' crib

sempat buat hantaran utk adik aida

p/s: notice the new banner? Kudos to Kui...interested? Let me know *wink*

Kui’s latest obsession

I always wanted something fun yet elegant for my blog. More organized, more exciting and portrays who Wawa Shukor is. Am blessed coz my dream can come true with Kui’s latest obsession…Hehehe so, Kui, don’t you think that the requirement is quite simple to be fulfilled?

Let me work on this with her which later can be added to her portfolio. Latest I checked, she is on it without even telling me…very proactive. The result is yet to be spilt very soon…

D’Bank, Jaya Jusco & An-Nur

D’Bank, Wed 25 Feb 2009: 10.10 a.m.

Mem-the-boss called me to cafeteria, revealing her plan to take out some of many tasks from my portfolio.

Mixed feelings…

Apart of me was relief considering few conditions, been tied up with the new system that requires most of my time and attention, not being able to complete business plan for the team that was supposed to be done much more earlier simply for two reasons: no time and no extra help, completely ignoring most of other things just to strictly adhere to the timeline given for the project.

Another part of me, I’d say unhappy. By taking some of the tasks from me reflecting that me not capable to do everything that was tasked to me. I know I put lots of pressure to myself. I put higher benchmark for myself to reach, which I totally forgotten about the limit one has.


Jaya Jusco Midvalley, Wed 25 Feb 2009: 8.30 p.m.

People swarming JJ like no tomorrow, I never been in such crowd. If not for Jimi’s driver that he aimed to buy during JJ members' day, I’d rather be at home thinking thru of what I heard in the morning.

While Jimi and his eagerness for cheap driver exploring JJ’s sport section, me absent mindedly text mem about my feeling. She on a speed of Daphne (please refer to Hero season 3 ya heheh) responded to my SMS, rendering some motivation and advice, relaying her guilty feeling for putting the pressure on me without any help, guilty to the baby too, she said she wanted to fix it. Kept on giving some assurance that ‘capable’ was not the reason, rather, a good team to back me up and soar.

Hmmm I took it positively…so some remedy for that day. I spent ‘some’ money hehehe!!! Blame it on Jimi for dragging me there…tak abis2 nak salahkan Jimi jugak hehehe :D


An-Nur Hospital, Monday 2 March 2009: 10.30 a.m.

Emergency D&C, that’s what doc told me that for any sign of bleeding before my scheduled D&C on Tuesday. Baby had been there long enough after the first discovery of the heartbeat.

Any allergic? Nurse asked. I said no, but Jimi smiled sarcastically. ‘Bukan u allergic kat DAT ke?’ he said immediately after the nurse left the room. Ceh!

At the age of 9 weeks, baby was removed completely from my womb, leaving a great pain, twice of what I suffer every month.

Dare to ask my feeling? Hmmm I didn’t feel anything. Yeah, I cried the first time doc told about the heartbeat, but not the second and third. Probably me and Jimi keep on assuring ourselves that we can make more great babies after this. Wah! Very optimistic hehehe.

I think I am :)